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thoughtkick:

“Note to self: You’ve gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn’t about anybody. Live for you. Honor you. Never lose sight of that.”

— Unknown

(via whobloidlostingublerland)

Herbalist side of Tumblr. Does anyone have good combination of herbs that helps with ADHD? Bc it’s been getting harder & harder for me to keep my shit together. I feel my attention & motivation slipping & It’s been super hard for me to force myself to give enough of a shit to force myself to focus on the task at hand.
it’s just been very difficult lately & I know I need to do something about it.

feral-ballad:

We are alive. And now the work is to be gentler with ourselves and with the world. I want such a sweet life for you. I want the fierceness of attention, of the light coming over the hill, of your own hand bringing a cup to your mouth. Of love, which will abide so much longer than the fire.

Molly McCully Brown, from Places I’ve Taken My Body: Essays

I am so exited for this to arrive.
I’ve been kind of low in the dumps & a bit of retail therapy was in order, specially bc mine broke 🥲

Originally posted by kilruas

How do you heal yourself when you feel you are too sensitive for the environment you live in, but you need to stop repressing your sensitivity in order to heal & accept it without criticizing yourself about it but your environment keeps posing a huge barrier at it. & in order for you to leave & heal on your own you need to keep your emotions in check in order to get whatever life throws at you done, & somehow, finally free yourself. But you are also tired of feeling so fucked up because you don’t allow yourself to express your full range of emotions in peace because your environment won’t let you. & you are super confused and frustrated trying to break this shitty cycle & just be able to fucking cry & feel hurt/ sad without feeling a wave of guilt or disgust towards yourself for basically being ducking human. 🙃

My only two moods

I hate being so torn between needing to shut myself off from everyone to protect myself & sort of self regulate & being absolutely gutted about feeling so abandoned & kind of emotionally & socially stunted bc I have never felt I have an open, non judgemental support system that allows me to open up without feeling super judged over almost everything I say. ☠️

The intrusive thoughts are kicking my ass, tonight. 🤪

rip my sanity, lmao.